◊And It Was Still Hot◊

All of the sudden, I feel mercilessly broken-hearted.

This fucking soul is so susceptible to any color of love, it could be conned in the simplest way. The breaking I’ve done… Well, it’s coming full circle to break me back. It’s in the base of my throat, the pit of my stomach and that deep cavity in my chest… I feel it draining the oxygen out of my blood. Makes breathing too heavy to want to.

internalorgansmetamorphoseblackhole.

Let’s be realistic:

Ultimately, this can all be attributed to sleep deprivation.

fuckyeahspace:

This is a photo of the light echo from V838 Mon, a seriously strange star about 20,000 light years from Sol. This stellar anomaly began its life as a star very comparable to the sun. In 2002 this star emitted a bright flash, making it the brightest star in the galaxy for a brief amount of time. Typically, this only happens when a star goes supernova, but this star was too small to result in s supernova and too young to be dying. In 2003, it was decided that the star is now a supergiant star. This is the only star known to have evolved into a different class, and its existence defies our understanding of the nature of stars. Although it may appear similar to a supernova, especially in the above photo, what’s happening is that the light from the star bright transformation is illuminating massive clouds of dust surrounding it, forming what we call a “light echo”, as the light echos out much like ripples in a pond. A light echo is essentially a type of atypical reflection nebula.

fuckyeahspace:

The Witch Head Nebula

In reminding myself of what it means to be female, I may have lost the thing that ever made me attractive to the opposite sex in the first place.

In that way.

You know? That one very particular way.

Maybe I’ll start dating girls.

Tries to hide his tears in a world of fun
But loveless bedrooms filled with doom
Bring silent heartache July to June
Swoon over new young hot flame
Mourn the memories later
Laugh now alligator

Blue eye shadow
It’s not exactly blue though
And I refuse to call it anything but I’m your blue